is it *CONVENIENT* for my family to support me?

i'm speaking to my psychologist tomorrow.. for some reason i kinda figured that i should write my problems in a notebook again in case i forget about them but never ended up doing it because i never gathered up enough motivation to do so. i also have another interview with chipotle, i think it's the 3rd or 4th interview that i've had with them at different locations. the major reason why i don't think people hire me is because someone else impresses them so they hire them because in all of my rejection letters they claim they found other more qualified people or they've chosen to take a different direction in hiring. chipotle in particular may also frown on the fact that i'm not bilingual. don't get me wrong though- i USUALLY can figure out most spanish conversation because of the classes in spanish i took in high school and the many spanish apps i've downloaded. i just hope i can find someone who will actually see my persistance, motivation, and other qualities they might be looking for that they want to hire me for. for my naive mom and the rest of my unsupportive family's information- this apartment/program WILL still house me in this apartment whether i have a job or not. so you really have no reason to be so damn unsupportive of me working a job since i haven't worked in so long- i don't remember any of my family taking notice of my jobs and i remember my mom going outta her way to say my brother was a welder.. i'm pretty sure my grandma did too. i'm pretty sure my mom also proudly bragged about my sister working at michael's foods once or twice. God forbid i get a job and so then she wouldn't be able to get as much sympathy for having a disabled daughter because she would actually be working WITH a TBI (FROM A CAR ACCIDENT) and my mom has a TBI (NUCHAL CHORD) without a job also and she's probably only worked in the fields for my grandpa's sister on her farms and i think the last time she worked was at least 10 years ago. so the rest of my family figure taking the shortcut just to make my mom feel better about herself because WHO THE HELL CARES ABOUT STACY?! SHE DON'T NEED A JOB- EVEN THOUGH IT'S AFFECTING HER MENTAL HEALTH SEVERELY TO THE POINT THERE MAY NOT BE A STACY EXISTING BECAUSE SHE FEELS LIKE SHE ALWAYS NEEDS TO BE DOING SOMETHING OR SHE GETS IN TROUBLE. JUST FOCUS ON THE OLDER BUM SINCE SHE'S USED TO BEING UNEMPLOYED AND NO ONE PAYS ATTENTION TO STACY ANYWAY! that's EXACTLY how my family "cares" about me.. except for joe but i basically just met him like 10 years ago and the rest of my damn family (including amanda who my grandma CLAIMED would "GET YOU TO NEW YORK!" almost every night towards the end of her life) treats me like i'm just a big inconvenience to them and they selfishly refuse to help me or treat me with respect if there's NOTHING in it for THEM. last i checked- FAMILY ISN'T SUPPOSED TO WORK LIKE THAT. i'll check with my psychologist tomorrow but i think she'll agree with me. afterall.. FAMILY is really the only excuse people have for refusing to help me move to the east coast.